this is where we talk:
at the end of the day, what i say won't matter to you. you'll formulate your own opinions and ideas. all i can do is share my story and hope that you see things my way. if not, shit goes on. these are my words. this is where we talk.

"eram quod es, eris quod sum..."


→ Feb 2012
letter two:

Dear Person,

I keep telling myself that I don’t want to talk to you about what’s been going on but I’m talking to myself about it… I am a firm believer that if something doesn’t effect you, you don’t think about it, speak about it, obsess about it. That isn’t the case here. I find myself going over a script in my head; finding the right words to describe exactly how I feel towards you and what I would say to you if the opportunity presented itself.

In the spirit of not talking about it, though, I’ll say this: I don’t think that there are any remnants of a friendship lying in our story. I don’t see myself getting passed where I am with you now and I am content with that. I have exhausted all my efforts with you and that is fine. Life goes on.

· Personal Letters, Letter Two, 2012,