I’ve been thinking, lately, of moving everything back over to this blog; of collecting myself and reassembling my thoughts here. I feel like I get distraught and distracted trying to keep up with three different sides of myself. The worst part of that being that this blog is two years old - two fucking years - and it gets the least of my attention. I look back and see all the effort and time I once put into it and it’s depressing.I don’t want to lose myself but I fear that I’m close.