Dear Person,

Fuck you… and everything you stand for. I fell for it; just like everyone else. You utilize your past to get you everywhere and that is the worst thing a person can do. You haven’t faced anything in this lifetime. You don’t know pain. Instead, you throw all of your faults in the faces of others and thrust your life out into the limelight for all to see. You create conflict where there is no need for one. You destroy any and every thing that could possibly stand in your way of being the center of the universe.

For a minute, I really idolized you. I admired you. I thought that you were someone I could learn to be like. I thought of you as a guide - on some ground. Almost immediately, I felt the tension. I pushed against it and we clashed. Shit happens. I moved on. I defended you. I protected your name. Meanwhile, you smear mine down the locker room halls. Fuck you. I mean that with everything in me. I said that I wouldn’t fuck up the second time, and I almost did. I almost followed the same person twice. I almost convinced myself that I was wrong. Almost. You’re awesome. Seriously.