The things that I have done and the people I have seen… There are no words. I find myself searching for them and fighting to pick the right ones to convey everything that I feel, but I can’t. There are times when I think about the things that I have put myself through and I can’t help but be disgusted with my actions. I think about the people I have hurt and the steps I took to get to “happiness”. Every misstep brings out its own emotion but some are stronger than others. Some make me want to start over anew and others make me grateful for what I have experienced. There are things that I have done that I’ll probably never share and there are people that have played a role in my life that I will never admit to anyone. My life is a big mixture of everything and anything that can be thrown at it.