I appreciate everyone that plays a role in my life on any spectrum… but my life would go on if I had nothing. I don’t think that people should need others to become something. I fear that we worry too much about the acceptance and approval of others that we forget what we’re really living for. My purpose for writing here is to remember what I feel and felt. It’s a personal reminder of my life and how different things effect me. I don’t have a journal because I am a product of my generation. Sadly, I’ve lost all touch with writing. Typing is a convenience and the internet gives me the ability to store all my thoughts wherever I am. My blog isn’t password protected because there is no point in that. I enjoy sharing with my friends and those around me.
I’m getting lost in explaining myself. What I’m trying to say is that I don’t need people to check on me. I am no loose cannon and that is all thanks to this and what I’m doing here. Telling my stories is enough to keep me sane. I don’t thrive on comments and messages, likes and reblogs. What matters to me most is getting my point across. I just want to say what I feel in a way that brings back the feelings that I wrote (typed) with. I don’t need you to like me. I need me to like me.
I don’t think a lot of people… can live like that. I don’t think a lot of people care to. Life is so much easier when there are people holding your hand the entire way. I’m just not one for being guided.