this is where we talk:
at the end of the day, what i say won't matter to you. you'll formulate your own opinions and ideas. all i can do is share my story and hope that you see things my way. if not, shit goes on. these are my words. this is where we talk.

"eram quod es, eris quod sum..."


→ Nov 2011
walking alone:

I appreciate everyone that plays a role in my life on any spectrum… but my life would go on if I had nothing. I don’t think that people should need others to become something. I fear that we worry too much about the acceptance and approval of others that we forget what we’re really living for. My purpose for writing here is to remember what I feel and felt. It’s a personal reminder of my life and how different things effect me. I don’t have a journal because I am a product of my generation. Sadly, I’ve lost all touch with writing. Typing is a convenience and the internet gives me the ability to store all my thoughts wherever I am. My blog isn’t password protected because there is no point in that. I enjoy sharing with my friends and those around me.

I’m getting lost in explaining myself. What I’m trying to say is that I don’t need people to check on me. I am no loose cannon and that is all thanks to this and what I’m doing here. Telling my stories is enough to keep me sane. I don’t thrive on comments and messages, likes and reblogs. What matters to me most is getting my point across. I just want to say what I feel in a way that brings back the feelings that I wrote (typed) with. I don’t need you to like me. I need me to like me.

I don’t think a lot of people… can live like that. I don’t think a lot of people care to. Life is so much easier when there are people holding your hand the entire way. I’m just not one for being guided.

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